Smoke?smoke with me Baby!

А рядом пустота.В глазах танцуют огоньки.И рядом нет тебя.

Там,там,..Кто умеет играть на них?Научите и меня.Я хочу научиться играть на там тамах и водить машину.А еще делать курительную смесь.Я буду настоящим начинающим шаманом который разобьется на машине.

Но главное это полет.Полет чувства,мысли и тела.А затем и падение..

@музыка: там тарарам тамтам

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а я ему и говорю что вилки легче втыкать под углом,а особенно в домашних кошек.

После любования на сатанистов наркоманов и бомжей,ну в общем на обычную ночную жизнь в уголках скрытых от всеобщих глаз.Там происходит что-то настолько страшное что даже плохие люди туда редко ходят.Но зато туда ходят очень плохе люди.Видимо днем за нами наблюдали.

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освежим старое

@музыка: Muse

@настроение: и снова на взмоводе снова на взводе...

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Закрываю глаза на дым

В вожу узоры в вены

хожу по нитям тонких паутин

Не открываю глаза на мир

Забыла что значит дышать

Забыла как нужно питаться

И все бы было хорошо если не эти вибрации...

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пройду как мимолетная головная боль

Я стою на грани между асфальтом и водой, я стою и смотрю вперед,вперед где ночь,но увы там нет тебя,ты ускользаешь прочь,мое мое сердце небрежно убивая.





Тихо стекаю

Асфальт,земля,

Медленно сползаю,

Как горячая смола,

Кончаются силы

Кончается жинь

Больше нет времени,

Хватит! заткнись!



Кончились мысли

в гольре ошметки вам ненужных слов

в горле желчь и грязный песок

в небытие прыжок

в небытие прыжок

@музыка: Bauhaus-Telegram Sam

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Из старого

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Огни города

фонари у смерти на голове







покинутый город

@музыка: Bauhaus-Slice of life

@настроение: Эйфория

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вот так и живемс

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На горло давит.Я выпью стакан воды и начну говорить.Так приступим.Сегодня не будет всяческих рассуждений.Я просто хочу сказать какая обстановка на данный момент в моей жизни и на данный момент все настолько просто что никто и представить себе не может что я пишу без какого либо подвоха.

Я допишу и разложу кровать в комнате моей сестры,а потом ее застелю простыней,одеялом и подушками.Налью себе черный чай вжелтую кружку,кину туда таблетку лимонной кислоты,пару ложек сахара и много,много льда.Мои веки лпускаются и тянут за собой сознание.Возможно если бы веки были приклеины к бровям.Я была бы сейчас более подвижна.Сначало пираты,ночь и еще это странное утро.Шрепс с кубиками сахара это было просто божественно.Потом Москва,холодный ветер,квартира и эти разговоры.Я пересматриваю свои взгляды на жизнь и кому нужно тот уже все знает.

@настроение: Кастанеда

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Крыша.Шаг, второй, лететь далеко.Третий, четвртый, падать не больно.Там темно,так темно что кажется что я ослепла.Я упаду,упаду и авальт изпортит мою прыщавую кожу.

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А иногда так хочется что бы с нами оказался рядом человек которого у нас нет.

А ведь иногда так надоедает злится.Так надоедает скрываться и прятать свои мысли.

Надоедает бежать и не хочется больше быть искуственной.

Останови меня.

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System of a down

Life is a waterfall

We’re one in the river

And one again after the fall

Swimming through the void

We hear the word

We lose ourselves

But we find it all....

Cause we are the ones that want to play

Always want to go

But you never want to stay

And we are the ones that want to choose

Always want to play

But you never want to lose

Aerials, in the sky

When you lose small mind

You free your life

Life is a waterfall

We drink from the river

Then we turn around and put up our walls

Swimming through the void

We hear the word

We lose ourselves

But we find it all...

Cause we are the ones that want to play

Always want to go

But you never want to stay

And we are the ones that want to choose

Always want to play

But you never want to lose

Aerials, in the sky

When you lose small mind

You free your life

Aerials, so up high

When you free your eyes eternal prize

Aerials, in the sky

When you lose small mind

You free your life

Aerials, so up high

When you free your eyes eternal prize













American Dream Denial Текст песни







we fought your wars with all our hearts

you sent us back in body parts

you took our wills with the truth you stole

we offer prayers for your long lost soul

your remainder is an unjustifiable egotistical power struggle

at the expense of the american dream

of the american dream

of the american..



we dont give a damn about your world

with all your global profits and all your jewelwed pearls

we dont give a damn about your world

right now, right now

we dont give a fuck about your world

with all your global profits and all all your jewelwed pearls

we dont give a fuck about your world

right now, right now!

right now, right now!



there is no flag that is large enough

to hide the shame of a man in cuffs

you switched your signs then you closed the blinds

you changed the channels and you changed our minds



your remainder is an unjustifiable egotistical power struggle

at the expense of the american dream

of the american dream

of the american..



we dont give a damn about your world

with all your global profits and all your jewelwed pearls

we dont give a damn about your world

right now, right now

we dont give a fuck about your world

with all your global profits and all your jewelwed pearls

we dont give a fuck about your world

right now, right now

right now, right now

right now, right now

right now, right now



we're flattened large enough

shame on the men in cuffs

close the blinds



your remainder is an unjustifiable egotistical power struggle

at the expense of the american dream

of the american dream

of the american..



we dont give a damn about your world

with all your global profits and all your jewelwed pearls

we dont give a damn about your world

right now, right now

we dont give a fuck about your world

with all your global profits and all your jewelwed pearls

we dont give a fuck about your world

right now, right now

right now, right now

right now, right now

right now, right n-N-n-Now!





















ATWA Текст песни

Hey you, see me, pictures crazy

All the world I’ve seen before me passing by

I’ve got nothing, to gain, to lose

All the world I’ve seen before me passing by

You don’t care about how I feel

I don’t feel it any more

You don’t care about how I feel

I don’t feel it any more

You don’t care about how I feel

I don’t feel it any more

You don’t care about how I feel

I don’t feel it any more

Hey you, are me, not so pretty

All the world I’ve seen before me passing by

Silent my voice, I’ve got no choice

All the world I’ve seen before me passing by

You don’t care about how I feel

I don’t feel it any more

You don’t care about how I feel

I don’t feel it any more

You don’t care about how I feel

I don’t feel it any more

You don’t care about how I feel

I don’t feel it any more

I don’t see, anymore

I don’t hear, anymore

I don’t speak, anymore

I don’t feel

Hey you, see me, pictures crazy

All the world I’ve seen before me passing by

I’ve got nothing, to gain, to lose

All the world I’ve seen before me passing by

You don’t care about how I feel

I don’t feel it any more

You don’t care about how I feel

I don’t feel it any more

You don’t care about how I feel

I don’t feel it any more

You don’t care about how I feel

I don’t feel it any more

I don’t sleep, anymore

I don’t eat, anymore

I don’t live, anymore

I don’t feel











B.Y.O.B. Текст песни







-Bring Your Own Bomb-



WHY DO THEY ALWAYS SEND THE POOR?!

My god is of bible blood with morbid eels

Victorious Victorious steel

can your spending kneel?

marching forward hypo-critic

and hypnotic computers

you depend on our protection

yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth

la la la la la la la la la la



everybody is going to the party, have a real good time

dancing in the desert, blowing up the sunshine



kneeling roses

disappearing into Moses' dry mouth

breaking into Fort Knox

stealing our intentions

every city gripped in oil

crying freedom!

handed to absolution

still you feed us lies from the tablecloth

la la la la la la la la la la



everybody is going to the party, have a real good time

dancing in the desert, blowing up the sunshine x2



blast off, it's party time

and we all live in a fascist nation

blast off, it's party time

and where the fuck are you? x3



Why don't presidents fight the war?

Why do they always send the poor?

Why don't presidents fight the war?

Why do they always send the poor? x4

kneeling roses

disappearing into Moses' dry mouth

breaking into Fort Knox

stealing our intentions

every city gripped in oil

crying freedom!

handed to a absolution

still you feed us lies from the tablecloth



la la la la la la la la la la

everybody is going to the party, have a real good time

dancing in the desert, blowing up the sunshine x 2



where the fuck are you? x2

Why don't presidents fight the war?

Why do they always send the poor?

Why don't presidents fight the war?

Why do they always send the poor? x3

Why...do...they always send the poor? x3

They always send the poor!

They always send the poor!



















I've been walking through your streets

Where all your moneys are earned

Where all your buildings crying

And clueless neckties working

Revolving fake-lawn houses

Housing all your fears

Desensitized by TV

Overbearing advertising

God of consumerism

And all your crooked pictures looking good

Mirrorism, filtering information for the public eye

Designed for profiteering

Your neighbor, what a guy.



BOOM!

BOOM!

BOOM!

BOOM!



Every time you drop the bomb, you kill the god your child has born-



BOOM!

BOOM!

BOOM!

BOOM!



Modern globalization

Coupled with condemnations

Unnecessary death

Matador corporations

Puppeting your frustrations with a blinded flag

Manufacturing consent is the name of the game

The bottom line is money

Nobody gives a FUCK

Four thousand hungry children leave us per hour from starvation

While billions are spent on bombs

Creating death showers



BOOM!

BOOM!

BOOM!

BOOM!



Every time you drop the bomb, you kill the god your child has born-



BOOM!

BOOM!

BOOM!

BOOM!



Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom!



Why must we kill our own kind?



BOOM!

BOOM!

BOOM!

BOOM!



Every time you drop the bomb, you kill the god your child has born.



BOOM!

BOOM!

BOOM!

BOOM!



Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom-Boom!



Every time you drop the bomb.

[BOOM!]



















Ain't no more sunshine, just rain and cold suffering

Generation born to die with their eyes wide open

The clock strikes

The wrong rights

The mob rules

The second Armageddon, igniting the lit fuse

No turning back & every soldier is on point

Ready to die, the confrontation coming, ready of not It's on again,

It's time to say your prayers again

It's not the end, just the beginning of the end

(Chorus)

Is it hard?

Yea, I can hold it down like that Is it real?

Yea, You know I break it down like that

Is it rough?

Don't even try to front like that

I'm on fire baby, a big dog will hunt like that

Another day, another buster wanna battle me

Another mamma crying, now her baby is a casualty

I'm ready nigga, slice like a machete nigga,

got fetty nigga, never spend it on Betty nigga

I hit and run, never stressing to look back

When I look back, I think about the love I never had

Then I wake up, I get fucked up and I get even

Approach you from the front

While in your back a knife

I'm leaving

(Chorus)

The sky is falling, I don't care

I just want to feel good

Her train's leaving, she don't care

She just wants to feel good

The World is dying, we don't care

We just want to feel good

It's all over, we don't care

We just want to feel good

No- we can't compromise like that

No- we can't conform like that

I'm saying fuck you and fuck the norm like that

Revolt and transform like that

Make a difference

Have an impact

It won't stop raining, its flooding, Revelation was all true

You drew first blood, Jesus is coming to take you

Coming to break you, make you just like new

Satan laughing, spreads his wings and gets a new tattoo

A new platinum chain, a new pinky ring, the rolex, the benz,

The huggy bear pimp thing

Nigga it's midnight, never forget where you come from

Keep your mouth shut Back the fuck up

Watch what you doing

(Chorus)











I'm, but a little bit bit bit, show!

but a little bit bit bit, shame!

but a little bit, bit, bit

Bit! bit! bit!

(2x)



I'm just the man in the back!

Just the man in the back!

Just the back!



I'm just demeaning the pack!

Just demeaning the pack!

Just demeaning the pack!



War!

Fuck the system!

War!

Fuck the system!

Fuck the system!!

War!

Fuck the system!

War!

I need to fuck the Sys.

I need to fuck the Sys..

I need to fuck the Sys...



I'm, but a little bit bit bit, show!

but a little bit bit bit, shame!

but a little bit, bit, bit

Bit! bit! bit!

(2x)



I'm just demeaning the pack!

Just demeaning the pack!

Just demeaning the pack!



I'm just the man in the back!

Just the man in the back!

Just the back!



War!

Fuck the system!

War!

Fuck the system!

Fuck the system!!

War!

Fuck the system!

War!



I need to fuck the Sys.

I need to fuck the Sys..

I need to fuck the Sys..



You need to fuck the sys.

You need to fuck the sys..

You need to fuck the sys...

We all need to fuck the sys....



I'm, but a little bit bit bit, show!

but a little bit bit bit, shame!

but a little bit, bit, bit

Bit! bit! bit!



I need to fuck the system!!

I need to fuck the sys!

I need to fuck the system!!

We all need to fuck the system











Prison Song Текст песни







They’re trying to build a prison

They’re trying to build a prison

Following the rights movement

You clamped on with your iron fists

Drugs became conveniently

Available for all the kids

Following the rights movement

You clamped on with your iron fists

Drugs became conveniently

Available for all the kids

I buy my crack, I smack my bitch

Right here in hollywood

(nearly 2 million americans are

Incarcerated in the prison system

Prison system of the us)

They’re trying to build a prison

They’re trying to build a prison

They’re trying to build a prison

(for you and me to live in)

Another prison system

Another prison system

Another prison system

(for you and me to live in)

Minor drug offenders fill your prisons

You don’t even flinch

All our taxes paying for your wars

Against the new non-rich

Minor drug offenders fill your prisons

You don’t even flinch

All our taxes paying for your wars

Against the new non-rich

I buy my crack, I smack my bitch

Right here in hollywood

The percentage of americans in the prison system

Prison system, has doubled since 1985

They’re trying to build a prison

They’re trying to build a prison

They’re trying to build a prison

(for you and me to live in)

Another prison system

Another prison system

Another prison system

For you and i, for you and i, for you and i.

They’re trying to build a prison

They’re trying to build a prison

They’re trying to build a prison

For you and me

Oh baby, you and me.

All research and successful drug policy show

That treatment should be increased

And law enforcement decreased

While abolishing mandatory minimun sentences

All research and successful drug policy show

That treatment should be increased

And law enforcement decreased

While abolishing mandatory minimun sentences

Utilising drugs to pay for secret wars around the world

Drugs are now your global policy now you police the globe

I buy my crack, I smack my bitch

Right here in hollywood

Drug money is used to rig elections

And train brutal corporate sponsored dictators

Around the world

They’re trying to build a prison

They’re trying to build a prison

They’re trying to build a prison

(for you and me to live in)

Another prison system

Another prison system

Another prison system

(for you and me to live in)

For you and i, for you and i, for you and i

For you and i

They’re trying to build a prison

They’re trying to build a prison

They’re trying to build a prison

For you and me

Oh baby, you and me

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Hate, something, sometime, someway,

something kick on the front floor.

Mine? Something, inside.

I'll never ever follow.

So give.. me.. some.. thing.. that.. is.. for.. real.

I'll never ever follow.

Get your boogie on...

Hate, something, someway, each day, feeling ripped off again.

Why? This shit inside.

Now everyone will follow.

So give.. me.. noth.. ing.. just.. feel.

And now this shit will follow.

God paged me, he'll never see the lie he wants to see

God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say...

God paged me, he'll never see the lie he wants to see

God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say...

Each day I can feel it swallow, inside something they took from me.

I don't feel your deathly ways.

Each day i feel so hollow, inside I was beating me,

You will never see, so come dance with me.

Dance with me

Rumbiddieboo

Rum bum dee dum dee bum diddie doo

ME!

God paged me, he'll never see the lie he wants to see

God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say...

God paged me, he'll never see the lie he wants to see

God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say...

Got the life.

Got... the... life.

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Мне похую все,мне похую все,мне похую!

Мне похую даже то что вам не похую!

Пошли все нахуй мне все похую!

Вам похую, вам похую все ,вам похую!

Вам похую даже то что мне не пухую!

Идите нахуй и мне теперь тоже похую.

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Ааааааааааааааааааааа!

Ну сколько можно уже нодоело!Заебалась!Все!Бля!Пиздец!Заебали! СУки! На Хуй!!!!Хочу пить пиво,запивать портвейном,дуть,глатать калеса,хочу диско шар!Хочу много пьяных шлюх!Хочу дебошь и хаос!Разврат и садомию.!!!мать иво!

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С днем казни вас,ублюдки.

@музыка: Смех недотраханых дивиц

@настроение: Назови меня сучкой ,сделай мне больно

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